~how are you lately? ~

picking a Christmas card,
filling it with best wishes,
addressing it to the heart,
would you be able to received it?

the weather is a bit cold,
the wind is a bit strong,
the city is quiet with noise.

this winter,
i am going home alone,
asking myself,
have i gotten used to it....

without you at night,
the echoes become very loud,
is there a good way,
to let the loneliness listen to me?

how are you lately?
are you struggling on the inside too?
you said you remember me....remember?

how are you lately?
are you busy? tired?
does your heart still hurt?
if you really need to, just forget me,
quickly head for happiness.

even if i have more worries,
i don't have the right to express it,
an ex-lover's greetings,
is more awkward than a stranger's.

yesterday is far,
tomorrow is longer,
memories are blurry yet huge.

this kind of night,
how can i stop tears from falling??