Sunday, August 2, 2009

Love With No Regrets



hiding from my vision, always lingering beside, can guess that love is not present...

after happily playing and laughing, and able to totally retreat...

as long as you are happy is enough...

this kind of feeling is too loving and warm...

to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient...

what if you were to hear it and afterwards leave...

this kind of love is too rare, doesn't need completely process...

giving approval, give (my) blesing unheartedly, then let go...

let go, let go of everything, both would have a greater freedom...

let go; in fact it's not because i do not love enough...

let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend...

it's already...already enough...

from a distance, in the background of "universal silence"...

just observing is enough...

even though there was an instant, on impulse where i wanted to hold your hand...

even with heaviness of heart (it's best) to let go...

let go, my memories (of you) cannot find an ending...

let go, wish you will have happiness and everything...

maybe, love is very deep, but i have already seen it through...

can only possess when (you) let go...

Saturday, August 1, 2009

AnGeL iN mY hEaRt

i heard a whisper that touched deep inside my soul...like some familiar melody,

a hidden chapter from a story left untold...i got a feeling...i could believe in...

there is an angel in my heart... feels like i'm guided by a candle in the dark,

it's taken all this time to finally find out... what i could never see...you were there for me.

now there is no doubt...that there will always be an angel in my heart...

you were the friend...you were the one i could confide in,

you gave me strengh that i could never find...

deep emotions that i've always denying i believe in...it's so close now,

it's you that i'm feeling...

i finally found out...what i've been searching for (all my life)...

it was right before my eyes.

you were my angel...i'll always know you'll be there...

you are my one and only angel.

Friday, July 31, 2009

~ a Compromised Love ~

you always love to make up lies,
(and) i'm always responsible for acting out scenes,
all the changes are... so i could step into your world.

this scene has repeated a hundred times,
only then i realised your heart is too wild,
you drew the border between us,
(and) i must not break the rules.

all my time have been prioritised for you,
unknowingly, i'm so in love to the point that i dare not take any risks,
having been your puppet for one year (then) two years,
that's when i realised how pathetic i am.

a compromised love, still remains unsolved in the end,
tied you up not letting you fly away,
(but) history keeps repeating itself, i'm exhausted.

a compromised love, yet the story could not be rewritten,
once you made your ultimatum,
i hid in my own world.

you're just afraid of sleeping by yourself,
i no longer want to shed my tears for you,
i understand you will not change,
(so) no more pondering.

i shall begin tomorrow by myself.....