~ a Compromised Love ~

you always love to make up lies,
(and) i'm always responsible for acting out scenes,
all the changes are... so i could step into your world.

this scene has repeated a hundred times,
only then i realised your heart is too wild,
you drew the border between us,
(and) i must not break the rules.

all my time have been prioritised for you,
unknowingly, i'm so in love to the point that i dare not take any risks,
having been your puppet for one year (then) two years,
that's when i realised how pathetic i am.

a compromised love, still remains unsolved in the end,
tied you up not letting you fly away,
(but) history keeps repeating itself, i'm exhausted.

a compromised love, yet the story could not be rewritten,
once you made your ultimatum,
i hid in my own world.

you're just afraid of sleeping by yourself,
i no longer want to shed my tears for you,
i understand you will not change,
(so) no more pondering.

i shall begin tomorrow by myself.....